Saturday, October 3, 2009

Day 50

i can't even fucking think right now
my mind is drawing a blank
a blank fucking canvas
i hate writing
all you have to begin with is a blank fucking screen
then it's up to you to choose
choose what you want to put there
nothing starts you off
nothing helps you out
and you go blank....

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Forty-Ninth Day

soooo much to write about
nothing that will excite you
plenty that excited me

i've watched so many movies over these past couple weeks
it's been ridiculous
but it's not just been watching movies
but we'll get to that later
let's see the list of flicks i've seen recently
star wars episode 4,5, and 6
dogma
inglourious basterds
raiders of the lost ark
fanboys
and probably others

all entertaining movies
loved inglourious basterds
people aren't gonna like it
cuz of the talking and subtitles
and the fact that the actual 'basterds' aren't in the movie as much
but i thought it was a great film
and i would love to see it again
i've finally seen star wars
and it's really good
the first one is my favorite
i'm a nerd so what
enough about movies

what else happened...
last sunday weinbeezy invited me to warped tour with him
he wanted to see 3oh!3 but they didn't perform till 8 pm
we got there around 4 ish or 5
and all the bands i wanted to see already played that morning
underoath, silverstein, saosin, and some other one
all opened at 11 am
i'm not wakin up that early
especially since the tickets were free
and did i mention they were vip?
cuz they were
we got to chill backstage with some bands
we saw a day to remember as they were setting up
i didn't know who they were but it was still cool
also saw many other bands such as
senses fail, nofx, less than jake, kiotos, and of course 3oh!3
the two guys from 3oh!3 were signing autographs at some booth
but we missed it
so weinberger waited outside to make sure we saw them
so they finally came out to go to their bus
and we follow them
and weinberger snapped a picture with one of them
as well as cisco adler from shwayze
it was cool
the pictures will show up later

also went to the taping of jimmy kimmel live last night
it was great
it was the 3rd taping i've been too and it's the best one so far
they filmed like two shows in one
i dunno why
they filmed some parts that aired this week
and some for next week
so i got to see:
kathy lee gifford, shaq, selena gomez :), a band called st vincent, and r kelly and kerry wilson
shaq was hilarious
he played scrabble on the show and kept makin up words
that fool is huge
a lot bigger than he looks on tv
and talks a lot slower haha
selena gomez is gorgeous as always
talked about her wizards movie coming out
only got to see her for like 20 minutes though :(
then we went outside to watch r kelly perform some song
it was cool
that'll air next week
look for me and cupe on tv!
i was right by the camera before the performance
next thursday at 12 am :)

hmm what else
school starts in about 4 days
and i can't wait
but i kind of can
if that makes sense
i just want something to do
but i can do without all the papers
anddd i'm also taking a speech class this semester
and i don't like talking in front of people :/

it's been a cool summer
not as exciting as i hoped for
but it's still been fun
and it's not over yet for me
tomorrow night is my last night of the summer
we'll see how that goes

last thought of the night
'life is nothing more than just a series of moments'
a quote from a movie
i'll discuss my ideas of that at a later time
cuz it's reaching around 2:30 right now in the AM
as for now
here are some pictures throughout my life....




the vip outdoor lounge at warped


escape the faith's setup equipment


Jimmy kimmel outdoor stage


jimmy kimmel himself!


r kelly and kerry wilson

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Day 48

son of a biatchhh man
originally i was supposed to be at six flags right now
but something happened last night
that prevented me from attending
would you like to know what?
well i'm telling you anyways

anyone know where nogales st meets la puente?
well i do
so i'm in the lane to make a left turn onto la puente
and there's a minivan in front of me
and normally the left green arrow comes first
meaning a protected left turn
but i guess not this time
so i'm anticipating a left turn
but the lady in front of me stops in the middle of the street
cuz of on-coming traffic
but i couldn't stop in time
and rear ended her
so we pull over
and there's no damage to either cars
none
but she says she might have whiplash
and she was a little startled
so we exchange information and all that
and went on our ways

so i report it today
and i guess i'm losing my 'safe driver bonus' with my insurance
so i have to pay an extra 50 bucks a month
bulllshittttt
people make mistakes right?
oh well
bastards
we'll see how that lady turns out
i hope she's ok

anyways
i was planning on renting taxi driver
its an old movie starring robert dinero
but they didn't have it
so i rented star wars
cuz i've never seen it
it's pretty legit
i watched it last night
and i'm watching it again right now
i don't know why it's so good
haha
people think of star wars fans as big nerds and losers
oh well
i like the movie
i'm not gonna memorize it though
or dress up like them
that's another thing
i wanna see episode 5 and 6 now
i probably won't watch the prequels
f that

well that's it
hopefully inglourious basterds tonight at midnight
we'll see how that turns out
goodbyeee


another trip down memory lane

remember geosafari!? that's how i learned my states


what about this little character?


couldn't go anywhere without seeing people play this


some of the best poems/stories ever


and of course sour ass candies

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Forty-Seventh Day

bored
second post of the day
just got done cleaning my room
waiting for my laundry to finish

this post is entitled
"if i won the lottery"

first off let's take a look
at how much i would get
if i won the mega million lottery this friday
it says 207 million dollars
but estimated value is 130 million dollars
even with that tax cut
it is still a ridiculous amount of money
for one person to have
130 million spread over 26 years
comes out to about 5 million a year
so for 26 years
that means i'll be about 46 years old
i'll be getting 5 million dollars a year
for doing absolutely nothing
ridiculous

now
let's say i happen to win that money
what would i do?
what would you do?
i'd like to hear your plans
but here's mine
first off i'd buy a nice house for my mom
so she could retire and relax and enjoy her life
because she's worked hard all her life for my brother and me
but it wouldn't be like a crazy huge mansion
cuz there's only 4 of us in my family
so that would be unnecessary
so i'd have a big house for my family and me
maybe with a nice pool
and baseball field or something
then a few dogs to run around the yard
have to have a corgi
look it up
awesome dog
then i'd supply my family with cars and blah blah
one car each though
that's all you need

thenn we still have what?
like 110 million dollars left
ridiculous
hmmm
how about i open my own movie theatre?
cuz i freakin love movies
anyone who knows me would know that
so i'd open a nice ass movie theatre
that would supply many job opportunities
and have my own theatre for my friends and me
theatre number 1
for like midnight showings and stuff
awesome

but life's not all about fun and games my friend
you still have to think about others
so with this ridiculous amount of money i have
i'd donate more than a million dollars to feed unfortunate kids
kids who don't have parents to take care of them
kids who don't have parents to buy them a car
or take them on a vacation
or do something for them that we see as normal
but are we grateful for it?
i'm sure they would be

that's all i could think of at the moment
i've thought of other stuff too
but i cannot remember it all right now
one thing i wouldn't let happen
would be to let the money control me
i'd still go to school and get a degree in something
maybe film
cuz what's the point of having the opportunity to go to school
if you don't take advantage of it?

that's what i'd do
again i'd like to hear your thoughts
any will be fine
thank you

Day 46

up pretty early today
well not really
i see 10 am as pretty early

anyways
day at disneyland
split parking- 6 dollars
churro- 3 dollars
jack in the box after- 4 dollars
sweet
let me explain
my good friend loyo had extra park hopper tickets for disneyland yesterday
so i had one and i had an extra to bring whoever
so i bring ivan and we're on our way to the happiest place on earth
we get there around 6 ish
and we head over to the ca adventure
cuz i haven't been on that rollercoaster ride in a while
but we decide to hit up tower of terror first
so we head over in that direction and we get there
60 minute wait!
ridiculous
i say no way my friend
so we get fast passes and go to the roller coaster
california screamin as they would call it
that line moves pretty fast
got on in like 20 minutes
then we go on that
then back to terror tower
then we head over to toy story
that ride is legittttt
i've never been on it before
the wait was like almost an hour
but pretty worth it
i wish they had more rides like that
buzz lightyear just lost it's excitement
anyway
i don't wanna bore you with all the pesky little details
i would go on forever

i need to see the classic disney movies again
in one of the windows of the store
they had a little model of the rescuers
of the two mice riding on top of the huge bird
brought back memories mannnn

well that's about it
we'll see what happens today
until then here's a little slideshow

the talking mr potato head. his eyes didn't come out :/


our toy story scores. i won a beaver


us shootin some alien bad guys


little wall-e action figure


and wall-e's number one girl eve

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Forty-Fifth Day

blah blah blah
school in two weeks :/
got a fucked up schedule for it
excuse my language
i have an 8 am class on monday and wednesday
and i have to leave about an hour early for parkin and all that good stuff
we'll see how that goes

not much has been goin on
i'm countin down the days till my friends get back from across the world
well not really but kinda
4 more days i think?
they better have gotten me a t-shirt
or at least some tokyo sand
for my sand collection

hmmm
yesterday had some softball practice
our team is pretty bad
but hey that's what practice is for
we should get better before season starts in late september

what elseee
my life is pretty boring haha
i'm thinkin about joining netflix
that's the highlight of my life
hahah exciting right?
might go to six flags this thursday
or go to jimmy kimmel
it just so happens that selena gomez is gonna be on kimmel thursday
just a coincidence
i didn't plan it

then thursday nightttttt

cannot wait!!

well that's about it
until next time
here's a little trip down memory lane


remember brain quest?!?


i owned at four square


great after school drink


this was my ride as a little kid


crazy saturday morning show


anddd of course TGIF

Friday, August 14, 2009

Day 44

quick post right now
busy day yesterday
woke up around 8 ish
got ready and left for ucla
got there a little after 11
worked on a show called 'how i met your mother'
it was pretty fun
the only bad part was that there were about 300 people there
it was for a college classroom scene
i guess the main character of the show becomes a professor
and we're his 'students'
you'll see why i added quotes to that if you see the episode
it was fun though
took about 10 hours to film
but we just sat there
they told us to bring our laptops
i couldn't get wi fi though
cuz i needed a ucla account :/
but i just played solitaire and a little of rollercoaster tycoon 2
and read my book for a little too
the main guy is funny
he was pretty chill
and we all had a few laughs
good stuff

however i wasn't expecting to get out so late
i guess they had to get many different camera angles
so it took a while to film a section
then cut and move the camera to get the reverse angle
so we ended up getting dismissed at 10:18
and i had to rush over to chino hills
to meet the friends to see the midnight of district 9
i made it and let me tell you

that movie was a trip
at first you're like ok this is dumb
aliens walking around with humans and talking
but it actually gets better
the main guy was a great lead actor
and it's funny how he says 'fuck'
he always says 'fook' or 'fooking'
but the movie was cool
not cheesy effects
decent action that was necessary and not over the top
it actually fit into the story
which was good
it's a trip
you gotta see it to know what i'm talkin about
i won't say any 'spoilers'
but it's cool
kinda gross too
and unintentionally funny
like they weren't going out of their way to make it funny
they kept the seriousness of the movie

anyways i'll stop for now
i'm watchin the 1989 Batman movie
with my boy J nicholson
i'm out for now
good day....

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Thirty-Third Day

wow got a lot to write about
where to begin
apparently i haven't updated this thing in a while
let's start shall we?

hmm not a very big exciting weekend
saturday hung out with joseph and christina and her friend laura
and her out-of-town new jersey friend caitlin?
i think that's how you spell her name
we didn't do much though
met them at petsmart
looked at rats
then went to best buy
cuz i wanted a little mouse for my laptop :)
too bad it doesn't make sound effects though
cuz that's what everyone was doin when they saw it
after that event
we went to fazoli's
which is still really bomb
got a lotta food for about 7 bucks
and unlimitied breadsticks are back :)
oh yea
and it upsets me when people mock my parking skills :(

after that
went to joseph's to chill
he watched entourage online
i rented 2001: A Space Odyssey
that movie was complete bullshit
i don't even want to get into it right now
i get all the messages it was sending
and how it's trying to make you think about life
but shit was way too boring
and i read up about it
and apparently it's a stoner movie
that was popular in the 60's

moving on
monday morning
woke up at 4 AM
to get ready and be in LA by 6 o clock
why you ask?
i got booked for a show called the mentalist
never heard of the show
but apparently others have
anyways
i had to bring crutches to pretend like i had a broken leg
and it was a scene where we were walking through a hallway
that leads into a courthouse
it was alright
they didn't feed us though :(
but we only stayed for like 3 hours
but i got paid for the full 8 :)

after that
since i got done so early and i was in LA
i decided to visit my mom at work cuz i never have
the last time i went there, i was probably 10 or 11
so i meet my mom in front of her building
and we go down the parking structure to park my car
and my front axel broke as we were driving down
we just heard a loud pop
and at the bottom of the hill
i tried to give it gas
but the car would just shake and not move
so we called AAA and they came about 2 hours later
and they took my car to my mechanic
about 200 bucks to fix it :/

that's about it for the week
oh yea
and i got some news that is pretty sad
as you all know i am friends with joseph and rick
and today they board a plane for tokyo for 10 days :/
what to do for ten days?
i have no idea
have fun my friends

that is all
wait
while at my mom's work
i just felt like taking pictures with my phone
here they are


the fake background at the mentalist set


the view from my mom's office


the view below from my mom's office


my stunna shades


the book i'm reading

Monday, August 3, 2009

Day 42

haven't posted in a while
well at least i don't think
and what i think is all that matters
just kidding mann...

so what has happened so far?
last night saw funny people
the projection was messed up so we couldn't really get the full effect of the movie
but it was still good
don't expect a laugh out loud raunchy gross out comedy
but it was still funny and the story was great
i wanna see it again
it's up to you whether you think it's funny or not
it's got a lot of dick references though
so prepare for that
but i liked it
it's like two movies in one
and it's good
it works with all the cameos too
who's down to go see it?

what else has happened?
umm i finally paid for my classes
i am now officially attending citrus for the fall
registering for college is straight bullshit now
sorry for the language
it's so hard to get classes
the shit fills up within the first day
the classes i wanted were full
and i had a registration date two days after it started
ridiculous
and with the budget cuts
there's not a lot of classes anymore
some are completely gone
like the film class i took last semester
the teacher is gone
maybe off to a better career?
but yea
i don't even wanna think of the parking situation
it's gonna be ridiculous
oh well

list of movies i want to see this year
funny people - check (but want to see once more)
inglorious basterds
taking woodstock
big fan
zombieland
anddd
no homo but i wanna see (500) days of summer

well i'm off to go do something
what is it?
i do not know
that is up to me to find out
good day

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Forty-First Day

just got home about an hour ago
from my little extra work
pretty interesting day actually
lets start from the beginning

so i get booked for the show called cougar town
its a new show coming out later this year i think
buttt before we get to that
on my way to the show
it was in van nuys
so i'm on the freeway driving in some traffic
and i look over
and see a weird classic hot rod type car
and as i'm driving past it
it's jay freaking leno driving it
it was a trip
i should've taken a picture of him
but that would be dangerous

anyway so i get to the high school
where they're filming a football scene
i'm in the little crowd sitting next to the actors
so i figure i'll just be a random person far away from everything
butt noooo
in comes courtney cox
monica fucking gellar
excuse the language
but i'm sitting about three people away from her
it was a trip
considering i used to watch friends all the time
i was kinda starstrucked by her
i think she caught me staring a couple times
i didn't care
she's monica freaking gellar
she's pretty nice too
talked to us and stuff
she messed up her lines so badly
couldn't say one line to complete the shooting
then she got it and everyone cheered
it was cool

the show looks ok
pretty decent i guess
but oh well
it was fun
now i'm gonna fall asleep and sleep forever
buttt
funny people is tomorrow at midnight
who's down to go?
we'll see tomorrow
goodnight...



i could've taken a better pic :/

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Day 40

just feel like sending out a post real quick
did a lotta nothing today
finally watched harry potter and the goblet of fire
i could've seen it awhile ago
but someone misplaced it with treasure planet
i won't mention any names though

hmm what else happened today
got a lotta sleep in
which is good
because i feel like i'm getting sick
strange because of the hot weather

on friday
the family and i drove down to san diego
to see a george lopez stand up show
it was cool.
he's basically repeating his 'why you crying?' act
which is the funniest show he's ever done

well let me tell you a story
of what happened before the lopez show
well we went to san diego during the day to hang out and eat there
we went to a restaurant called dick's
it was cool
i've been there before so it's no surprise
their trademark is that they treat you like a dick
they'll cuss at you or talk shit to you
it's pretty funny
then down the street from the restaurant was the san diego convention center
and what was going on there you ask?
it was comic-con weekend
so we see all the little nerds dressed up in comic book costumes
walking around the streets and taking picutres
i saw a guy dressed up as wolverine with his home-made claws
i saw the joker
i saw bender from futurama
and some other cool cats
annddd for some reason
hugh hefner's new twin girlfriends had a truck set up on the street
they were signing autographs and taking pictures
pretty neat i think

well that's about it.
hopefully sleep will cure my headache
oh and i just finished alice in wonderland right now
finallyyy
never seen it before
happy un-birthday to me!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Thirty-Ninth Day

good evening...
tired.
sleepy.
lazy.
wanna know why?

so i wake up today around 8 ish
that's in the morning
for a day full of raging waters magic
it was a lot smaller than i thought it was
maybe cuz the last time i went
i was probably 9 or 10

so we get there about 10 ish
its about 100 degrees outside
but it was fun
we covered the park in like two hours
first ride was thunder rapids i believe
jordan tried pushing cupid out of the raft
he failed
then we went on many other rides
the best one in my opinion was raging racers
there's like 8 lanes
and you go down on a single raft on your stomach
it was a rush

hmmm what else happened?
oh yea i got some good news
i finally have a tan line
there is finally a noticeable color difference in skin tone
it is amazing
didn't get burnt though so it's ok

umm jordan's bro josh almost got into a fight kinda
remember the little thing where you walk across the lily pads
and you hold yourself up with a rope?
well josh and i tried to race across it
but some asian guy was having trouble in josh's lane
so he got stopped from winning the race
then later the asian guy comes to confront him
saying he gave him attitude when he was behind him
i guess he has little insecurity issues haha
oh well nothing happened...

so 9 hours of walking around and getting soaked
it was fun
we might go again
some bombie girls there
too bad they're like 16
so they can't be bomb
cuz it would be illegal
or they'll be like 20 something or 30
but hey who doesn't like a challenge

well that's about if for my day
got home a little while ago
rented smokin aces
never seen but hear good things
i might watch that tonight
or just pass out
we'll see how that turns out
until then
stay classy.
goodnight...

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Day 38

hello there
my name is brian
the weather is hot outside
the taco guy just got here to set up his station
and i just finished watching a movie
wanna know what movie?
one flew over the cuckoo's nest

one of my favorite movies ever
everything about it is great
great characters
great direction
great story
great message
but wait
it's based on a book?
no wayyy
how could that be
it's true though
director milos forman managed to tell us a great story
that is derived from a novel
written by ken kesey
the only noticeable difference is that
the point of view isn't of chief bromden
but instead of mcmurphy's
still good in many ways
that's all i can say about it
go out and see it
or i might let you borrow it

well today is saturday
very chill week
been swimming at loyo's a few times
gettin tanned
fired up the hooka last night
turned out pretty well
we decided we might get season passes for raging waters
i miss high extreme
that was the shit
but they took out raging rivers :/

what else happened this week
on thursday
i spent all day at the universal studios lot
worked on a beatles rock band commercial
but due to contractual agreements
i can't say anything about it
seriously haha

well that's it for now
nothing else as exciting
we'll see what's up for next week
later....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Thirty-Seventh Day

kinda disappointed with the harry potter movie
not too badly
but not my favorite one
seemed kind of a pointless story to me
the whole thing was a set up
for the next film
like this just filled up space
took up time as we wait for the next movie to come out

the little love scenes were too much
seemed a bit overkill to me
they spent too much time on that
not much on the story
no interest in the characters
the characters that were big in the old films
were just like background characters now
even if we do meet a new character
they're done after one scene

i feel like they could've spent more time with the bad guys
those villains were mentioned in the beginning
and we find out their purpose in the end
but they don't spend a lot of time with them
i liked them
and feel like they had a lot of potential to do
many things with them
but i guess having the main characters drugged out by love
was more important

the film had its subtle comedy
which ruins it in the end
because you don't feel sad by the fact
that dumbledore has died
he was harry's great friend
but it doesn't seem like a big deal that he's gone
and it seems they get over his death real quickly
because they just discuss their relationships right after
but that's just the feeling i got
they also could've added his funeral like joseph said

i thought the scene with harry and dumbledore going to find
the part of the horocrux was great
they did that well
that's where the movie started to pick up
but this movie just seemed to be made
to inform us what a horocrux is
and to kind of bring all the films together
and give a purpose to them
now it sets it up for harry to find all 7 pieces of the horocrux
in order to kill voldemort
which is what he has been doing all along

and we also learn that snape is the half blood prince
but then what?
does that change anything?
is anything different?
or is he just claiming possession of the potion book?
i feel like they should've explained that a little more

but oh well
it was entertaining for a while
then the horny kids jokes got old
regular harry potter fans are going to like this movie
just cuz it's harry potter
i like the other movies better
can't wait for them to complete the series
goodnight....

Monday, July 13, 2009

Day 36

Legit day today
woke up around 5 ish
had to go to hollywood this morning
worked on a show called heroes
ever heard of it?

it was cool today
cuz cheryl and i both got booked
for the same show
andddd
they only needed 6 people
so out of everybody in the bizz
they put us on the same show
crazy right?
i thought so

so we get to the studio
and we go to wardrobe and get everything
and we set up our little holding area
inside a fake room made in a studio
no doors
no lights
no plugs :/

but it was fun
for 8 hours
we played uno, chinese checkers, and apples to apples
i lost to cheryl in apples to apples ):

but it was still cool
they called me up to the set
first off let me explain the scene
it was a college dorm room
and hayden panettiere's character was walking through the halls
then she goes inside her room to talk to someone
sooooo
i played the guy that walks passed the door
searching through my backpack
looking at the bulletin board in the hallway
andddd
if u didn't put it together
i got to work with hayden panettiere!
before the director yelled action
we stood literally 3 feet away from each other
it was intense
she's short in person
and really muscular
she could kick my ass

and cheryl was all star struck the whole time
not me
i kept my cool
cheryl would watch every person that went by
just to see if it was her
and then hayden finally passed by her
and she got all nervous and said hi
then she got all excited cuz she smiled back

it was a good day
that's all for now
we'll see what's up for this week
goodnight.....

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Thirty-Fifth Day

speechless
nothing to say
modesty

i can already tell this post is going to be confusing
just random thoughts going through my head
don't even know how to start

anyone happy with everything today?
no i don't mean your favorite tv show was on today
or you got a free sandwich somewhere today
i mean with everything going on around you?
the big picture
the place beyond your shelter bubble
we see all these things going on
some you don't care about
some you do
it's not important if it doesn't matter to you right?
that's our thought process nowadays
if it doesn't concern me
why should i care

lotta shit going on out there
some good
some bad
some caring
some greed

what can we do about it?
absolutely nothing
wanna know why?
we're one in a million
many millions actually
would take a lot to make a change
also wouldn't matter if you wanted to change
because no one would care enough to put in effort

then we got big brother over here watching our every move
can cover up anything with a few bucks right?
i'm not an anarchist
i'm not anti-american
i just think
i disagree with some things
and agree with others
but i'm just a kid
what do the lawmakers or congressmen care about
what a kid has to say?

didn't mean to get all political
just my thoughts for the evening
why sometimes good things happen to bad people
do good things happen because they work hard for them?
or do they sometimes just get things handed to them
believe in luck?
fate?
destiny?

now i'm getting philosophical
again i apologize
not really
because i shouldn't apologize for my opinion

it's 1 in the morning
july 8th, 2009
make a change

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Day 34

got home about 40 minutes ago
it's 5:30 right now
i'm watching saved by the bell on tbs
i've been coming home this late
for the past three days
going to sleep at 7 AM
waking up around 3 ish
to go back to work at 7 PM
wanna know what i do?

remember the post about iron man 2?
well i guess they needed more people
for a different scene or something
so i called in and got booked
it started on thursday and went over to friday
for those days we filmed at some LA high school
then i had the weekend off
and we continued filming monday tuesday and wednesday night/thursday morning
on these days we filmed at some dam area
it's in van nuys
they have a whole set up there
let me tell you about it

it was fun
a great experience
today was the last day
it was really sad
for 5 days we got to meet new people
and they were about 12 hour shoots
so you get to know them very well
because for most of the time
you are sitting and waiting to go to the set
while they prepare it

you get fed the whole time
once we get there it's hamburgers and hot dogs
then around midnight we break for lunch
which is like chicken fish roast beef and all that

man i'm gonna miss it
made new friends
and i got to be filmed!
the whole scene they needed extras for
was for a crowd running away from 'drones'
i guess we're at a tony stark expo for new technology
and drones attack it
and we're screaming and running away from them
lotta running but it was fun
i had to put on my scared face
and cover my head
pretending there was an attack from above
then iron man comes in to save the day
it was cool
they had huge green screens surrounding us
some explosions in the grass
fun stuff

this extras thing is a trip
all different kinds of people
different races
different ages
there were old ladies running through the crowd
i felt so bad for them
because some would push them out of the way
and for some people
this is their only job
they make the effort to call in
to get paid minimum wage
one guy said he was homeless
but at least he's working
he's not on the side of the street
begging for a donation

the thing that bugs is when
these people think they're hot shit
just cuz they're on a movie set
they're in the freakin background
dont act like you're the star
but that's only a few

once again
it was fun
i got paid to sit around and talk
we played cards and uno
i'm gonna miss it
the food
the people
the cameras
the special effects
oh well... just a story now
we'll have to wait and see
what show i get next
i'll keep you updated

goodnightttt

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Thirty-Third Day

so no iron man 2 for me :/
i got a chance to be an extra in the sequel
but by the time i got through to the casting director
she already booked all the young parts
so they needed like 30 or 40 yr olds
i think i can pass that off no?
just give me time to grow out my beard
that'll be perfect

so let's see
transformers 2 midnight tonight
other than that
nothinggg
talk to you soon...

Monday, June 22, 2009

Day 32

yea i posted two posts in one day
big deal
wanna fight about it?

let's take a look at my grades for the past semester

ART 199 Motion Picture Appreciation - A
ENGL 101 Reading and Composition - A
MATH 165 Introductory Statistics - A
SOC 114 Marriage, Family, and Relations - A

no don't adjust your computer screen
yes that's straight A's
what does this mean?
absolutely nothing
just means i do my work
i can remember things for a while
do i apply them to everyday life?
can i ?
is all this information necessary to live life?
i don't know about that
we'll see how it turns out
i'll keep you posted

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Thirty-First Day

some important movie quotes i think

"Life's too short to be pissed off all the time" - AHX

"It's only after we've lost everything, that we're
free to do anything" - FC

"The moment you change everything, you lose yourself" - O13

"Happiness is only good when shared" - ITW

If you can name all those movies
and who said it
i will give you one dollar.
a nice shiny dollar
doesn't make sense?
doesn't have to

but yea
i'd like to go over these quotes in detail
but time just doesn't allow that
not really
but i feel like i have too much to say

what has been going on these past couple weeks?
take a wild guess
hanging out with friends
red cups
ping pong balls
retractable tables
need i say more?
would there be a reason to say more?
i don't think so

something needs to happen
we'll see what happens
gotta make something happen

its summer
let's do something

i'll report back
if anything interesting happens

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Day 30

so i am done
done with everything
no more tests
no more papers
no more studying
no more lectures
well at least for about 3 months :)

today was my last day of the second semester
of my first year of college
get it?
i think i did well this semester
did all my work
got good grades on everything
now i'm just glad it's over

what is on my agenda for the next 3 months you ask?
well i do not have an answer for that
my goal is not to sit around and sleep in
till the sun goes down
sounds like a good plan no?
i think so

things to do
clean the room
wash the car
take care of other shit aka computer shit?
make a movie
document the summer
make sure it's one to remember
don't plan on getting a job
might get an internship for sony
i want to pick up my sony laptop this friday
do some other things that i can't think of
at the moment

wow a year has gone by
feels like nothing
kinda remember graduating
lotta shit happened
it's been fun
now it's time to move on
do something else
do something different
not stand in one place

well it's time for me to start my summer
first thing to do?
no idea
we'll all figure it out someday
bye byeee

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Twenty-Ninth Day

what has been going on lately???
lotta nothinggg
i can't say anything
that you haven't seen on weinbeezy's blog
if that makes sense
chill weekend
went by so fast
didn't do much
on friday justin marcel and ivan came here
to watch the laker game
then chilled a little
jordan and cupe stopped by
and watched some boiler room
dope ass movie

saturday went to see a hypnotist show
with weinbizzle and justin and the whole weinbeezy family
i didn't get picked to be hypnotized cuz i didnt
jump around to get his attention
so joseph ended up getting hypnotized
thought he won the lottery, had a wedgie, and was watching a funny ass movie
not all at the same time though
which would be a sight to see

then went to jessica's after
where a select few
got a little too drunk
and me rick cheryl and lauren had to take care of them
till 4 in the morning!
then lauren decided she didn't feel good
hahah fun night

for the next couple weeks
i'm gonna have so much shit to do
papers and tests
lets recap
tomorrow i have a 4 paged paper due for english about a story
then next wednesday i have an 'interview with a family' paper due
then we're gonna be working on our research paper for english
for the next couple weeks
we'll see how i do

that's about all that's been goin on
oh yea and a couple days ago
i saw some chick at school
with a tattoo of a marijuana leaf on her leg
and i thought-- 'really?'
why would you do that?
good story to tell your kids
when you grow up
if you make it

not being mean
just saying
shit has been going downhill
but it's history repeating itself
it's not like we're the first generation for anything to happen
it's all been done before
if you think you're original, or different
you're not.
all been done before

that is all
wait one last thing
can't wait to see this movie :)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Day 28

wow haven't blogged in a while
i don't keep track
but it's been well over a week
so let's see whats up shall we?

school has been a son of a bitch
papers here and there
finished a 5 page paper yesterday
so i could see seal in concert!
that was intense haha
now i have a 2 page paper due monday
something about working families?
then another 4 page paper due thursday
analysis of some short story
hell of a life right?
oh by the way
that gran torino paper i wrote
got a 95% :)
i am the king

glad it's the weekend
i can relax and sleep
and watch moviess
throughout this past week
i've seen terminator 2, bedazzled, fight club,
and just watched boiler room again today
highly recommend all
even bedazzled
you'll get a good laugh
'made you some dolphin safe tuna' haha

so last night we saw seal
the black guy
married to heidi klum
sings kiss from a rose
pretty cool concert
we had to be the youngest ones there
everyone was at least 40+ years old
but it was fun
after went to pink's
had a chili cheese hot dog
sooo bomb :)
passed by paramount studios
where i shall work one day :)
who's down to go on a tour there?
35 bucks a person

nothing else going on with my lifeee
i can't really remember much that has happened
is that bad?
i like the saying-- you can't repeat the past
so true
can't change it
can't repeat it
no matter how much you wish you could
although i wish i could go back to like 8th grade
i think that was a cool year
i've had dreams where i was young again
i know i'm still young
but like 7 or 8 young
the fun years
i remember when i was like 4
and my brother had an aladdin birthday party
i was kickin it with the Genie
good times

these days are filled with responsibilities
and pressures
and dramas
and excitement
it's been fun
people are a trip
can't wait to see how everything turns out
how we all are in about tens years
even more
20 or 30 years down the line
the stupid shit now that doesn't matter
the important stuff that does matter
how will we all be?
'let the decisions you make now
affect the life you live later'




"that damn sunset"

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Twenty-Seventh Day

i'm sitting here
eating my sweet tarts
watching that 70's show
and you're sitting there
reading this
thinkin about what you're going to do tomorrow
or what you're going to wear
or what you want to eat right now
and i say to you
that's life

well that's life as of right now
what's there to look forward to?
summer?
might be nice
when i lay down
and sit still
i can hear my heart beat
and feel it so vividly
feels like i'm excited for something
but i don't know what?

i wish i could just take something
a sleeping pill or something
that knocks me out
for two days
wouldn't miss much
but i could imagine waking up
two days later
feeling amazing
these past few nights i've try to sleep
but i only get 5 to 6 hours in
can't be good
some can live off that
others need more

i just finished my paper on gran torino
five damn pages on that beezy
then i did another page on stagecoach
i'm supposed to read chapters 3 and 4
of the great gatsby
i think i relate to nick in that book
quiet and reserved
over-analytical of situations/ people
mildly intelligent :)
well i'm supposed to write a page on that
but that can lick my ass
sorry for the vulgar language
i hate writing
would rather do math
its so easy
just follow the formula
it's all going to be the same

i wish i had something to talk about right now
i completely forgot
life's a trip mann
what stresses us out?
what's the point of feeling stressed?
its a neurological response
that we can't control
but learn to live with
the main issues that stress us out
money
school
work
friends
not necessarily in that order
but damn a day off would be great
just go somewhere with the friends
don't care where
don't care for how long
just drive and do whatever
get away from things
but then money would be an issue with that idea
which would still bring stress along with it

sounds negative right?
i try not to be
always down for anything
oh well
i am me

people have it worse
they have other issues to deal with
people have it a lot worse
so its stupid to complain
complain if you have a fight with your friend
or complain that you have too much homework
or complain that your parents didn't let you do something
people get over things
life goes on
don't bitch about homework
we're lucky to get this chance to do something with our lives
parents look out for you
for your best interest
not to ruin your fun
to keep you safe
live with it
enjoy it
appreciate it
move on


goodnight...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Day 26

been home alll day
don't think i went outside today
pretty sad no?
well my day started at 3 ish
so that's gotta count for something

i just finished watching gran torino
it was a good ass movie
with a message laid out for you
and if u don't see it
no offense but you're stupid
now i have to write a paper on it
between 4 and 12 pages
random right?

have the new tv shows and movies
just gotten more shitty?
or have we grown up
and not think that the same shit is funny anymore
are we over the same lame jokes and techniques?
or is someone gettin hit in the balls still funny?
i dunno
i watch a lot of tv and many movies
and things get old
new comedies aren't as funny
i'm starting to like the movies that are serious
but give subtle jokes
in maybe a sarcastic way
i dunno that's just me

another pointless blog
who reads this thing? haha
i can't wait till like 20 years down the line
if i can still look back and read this
sometimes i wonder what i was thinkin
when i did something 5 years ago
sometimes 5 weeks ago
that's just me
i think about things way too much
ask anyone who really knows me
i can talk about random things for days
topics that matter of course
topics that no one cares to think of

well i'm off to maybe sleep some
class tomorrow then who knows what
stay classy...

Twenty-Fifth Day

captain's log
i am tired
and have a mild headache
wanna know why?

last night
we get to ricks
night started off with just us
sitting around
waiting for rick and matt to get back
with the cups
then beer pong gets set up and some play
while me jordan and justin and weinbeezy do a boot
the boot is ridiculous
not a good idea
and also not a good idea to take a shot before doing it
then i play bp with my mexican partner justin
and then take another boot
and in the meantime
take shots in between time
i was feeling pretty good
but the night went on
and i had to relaese some of the alcohol
and yeaa
don't remember much
cherry took me home
dropped me off in my yard
thanks cherry!!

it was a good night though
haha we had a lotta laughs
loyo's talk about gambit haha
and his rhyme that doesn't work
as today progresses
i'm recapping more and more

woke up today around 2 or 3?
watched some tv
i realized that nothing good is on tv anymore
i watched the new episode of icarly though :)
decided to give the disney channel a chance
because seriously nothing was on
found out wizards of waverly place are actual magical wizards
tell me tell me tell me something i don't know

it is 6 oclock now
and i've done nothing allll day haha
i'm about to watch gran torino
to write a paper about it for my film class
thenn sleep some more wonderful sleep
pointless blog i know
i might think of something later tonight
until then...
stay up



quote of the day:
"damn you. you give him the easy ones!"

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Day 24

quick post
just a recap

yesterday
went to class
came home
marcel called
said he was by my house
how convenient
he came over
chilled for a little
went to joseph's
watched them work out
i don't need to do that
then went to rick's
tested out the potato gun
it worked with our sock
then went to chick fil a
at around 7 7:30?
i stocked some sauces and stacked some trays
and i got a free spicy chicken :)
marcel came after work
he mopped one side
and got a free shake

then it was off to potato land
went to walnut
first time since we graduated
shot off two potatos there
then went to baker
shot off about a dozen there
they go about 100 yards i believe

the night ended
with us going to the suzanne parking lot
and shot off about two dozen more potatos
some loud
some not so loud
then as we were gettin ready to shoot joseph
we hear fire trucks coming around the corner
so we all run to our cars and take off
passing more trucks and ambulances
scary night

today
went to class again
what a surprise
watched more movies in class
then came home
weinberger came over to upload some videos
thennn met up with cherry at harkins
finally saw adventureland
it was pretty good
i dunno what the haters are talkin about
and both of us agree that
kristen stewart is hott :)

now i'm home
waiting for weinberger to get off work
so we can roll to sonic's in fullerton
i need me some food
that is all for now
laterr....


my future girlfriend :)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Twenty-Third Day

yes this is my second post today
blow me

been thinking
happens a lot
when ur tired
with nothing to do

about my past
my life
all the shit's that happened
everything overall
times we've had
shit's changed
all i can say is...
move on

everything's different now
what's the use in thinkin about the past?
it's happened
it's done with
yea they were good times
but why waste time thinking about them?
it's cool to go over old memories
but what happens when we forget?
nothing?
make more memories
do something else worth talking about
don't live in the past
try to make these times fun
don't think they won't happen again

damn these days go by so fast
it doesn't seem like it
but they do
i've realized the people i've met
in high school or middle school
i've now known them for about 5 years now
some longer
it's crazy
doesn't seem like that at all
seems like we've been doing the same thing
for 5 years
and everyone's the same
people don't change
they just learn
they learn from experience
then they try to apply that to the future

i don't know how to describe it
5 or 6 years is so long
and i don't want to say that it feels like
i just met my friends a week ago
but it feels like that sometimes

sorry i've just been thinking
i know i've repeated this
but shit goes by way too fast
months are like weeks
weeks are like days
don't waste it
don't waste time
do something different
you'll never know
when you'll get this chance again

Day 22

well let's see
nothing to write about
makin stuff up as i write

went to school today
guess what i did allll day at school today
watched movies
yup
in english
watched some old western movie
so we can write a 'textual analysis' on it
then in film class
watched fargo
and started stagecoach
was so tired all day today
despite what happened last night
didn't get great sleep
slept durin the movie in english
drooled a little on the desk
had to wipe it up with my book

came home
took a nap
woke up to a text about the greatest show ever
icarly
said they were watchin it
and reminded them of me
hahah
is that bad?
oh well

now i'm playin poker online again
and about to start my paper
the beach was fun yesterday
caught some gnarly waves
on my boogie board that is
then once they started to die down
went up to play some football
matt all time quarterback= not good idea
hahah

then it got freezing cold
so we built a giant fire
apparently with a fortress of wood around it

then the second group shows up later
much laterrr
and they sing some songs
and the beach marshall guy kicks us out
and we get to ricks somehow
don't remember the ride back
haha oh well
good times
i kinda wanna go to the beach again
all day
but go more prepared
with some food

well that's it
i'm out for now
check out one of the funniest skits
on SNL in it's recent years


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Twenty-First Day

hellooo
as the hours of my spring break wind down
i'm on my computer
playing poker
exciting right?

lets take a look back
at the things i did this past week
i made a list
at the beginning of this break
let's see what i accomplished

clean my room- done
wash my car- mom paid for my carwash- done
make a movie- actually made two movies
one is on the tube
one is made but cannot be posted online
for legal reasons
go to magic mountain- everyone has work/ school
- so... not done
see a couple movies- didn't see any :/
start a research paper- sikeee
call about my fucked up laptop- called about an hour ago
called the circuit city place first
told me to call hp
called hp
told me to call samsung
have not yet called samsung
because i had to eat

overall this has been a good week
got to hang out with a lotta people
went to justin's friday
fun night
went to rick's last night
more fun than usual
went to the park
used the stolen jamaican product
felt kinda shady
but it was cool haha
went back to ricks
stood outside
watched the girls (plus joseph) play the most ridiculous game
hahah i was amazed at how they did that
oh yea and rick is the best driver ever
i know its not much
but i was laughing at how he would go over the curbs
and then come off of them
like nothing happened
right behind some car hahah
the night ended with marcel and me
going to jack in the box
gettin some food and eatin it at ricks
then went home to have the best sleep in a while
also haven't laughed like that in a while

now i'm up
and about to start some homework
i just have to write a page
then study for a test tomorrow
no biggie
can't wait till summer
can't wait till life after this
can't wait to see what i become

that is all for now
stay classy...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Day 20

quick post
i mean quick
not sayin anything
just postin this video
if you read my blog from yesterday
then you'll know what it's about
enjoy

Ninteenth Day

today was a chill day
woke up around 12 ish
got ready around 4?
went to loyo's
picked up cupe
then drove through some shady neighborhoods
cuz jordan wasn't sure how to take the freeway
so we went to active in chino
got a couple shirts, beanie, and socks
then off to the active in chino hills
where they had nothing
so we went to the beach works next door
where i accidentally knocked over an 'on sale' sign
makes a loud noise
then when i tried to pick it up
it fell apart
and made an even louder bang
everyone stared at me
but i didn't care
then went down to vans
where i got a hat and some sunglasses
i'm rollin deep now
you should see me wearing them soon

anyways
we left
and went on a mission
looking for cherry on top
none of us have ever been
and jordan wanted to go
for some reason
so we found it in diamond bar
and when we got there
we went up to the guy at the cashier
and just stood there
looking for a menu or something
then the guy asked
'first time here'
then he told us what to do
not gonna lie
it was pretty bomb

then back to loyo's
played some beer pong on the wii
haha got the high score
i'm so cool

that was my day today
i recorded most of it
so you might see that soon

as for tomorrow
i plan on washing my car
haven't done that in about a couple months
and to be honest
it looks disgusting
that's gonna take me all day
then who knows what's up for the night

and also tomorrow
around 8 o'clock ish
i'm gonna win the lottery
109 million coming my way
then i get to buy this baby

maybe in a dark purple color though
i'm still undecided

but anyways
i'm off to bed
need me some sleep
goodnight...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Day 18

shit's a trip
life's a trip
everything has changed so much
this is gonna be a quick post

went to disneyland last night
with berger, matt, marcel
cheryl, lauren, and monique
it was pretty cool
first time in over a year
got one leg soaked on splash mountain
went on the teacups for the first time
was pretty intense
finding nemo was pretty good too
(best animated movie ever by the way)
sad part of the day
there was some throw up in the fast pass line
and some girl ran threw it
slipped and fell
looked like on her ankle
started crying and her mom took her away
felt so bad
anyways
cheryl made the group leave early
cuz she's a party pooper
and a meanyyy
so we ended the night with buzz lightyear
pretty fun time

anyway
its 2 am
and i got nothin to do
i was going through my old myspace comments
ever done that?
its a trip
all the people i used to talk to
for some it was like
why did i talk to them?
haha
or how the hell did i meet them?
my lifestyle has changed so much
i kinda grew outta the whole party thing
people are still in it
i'm down every once in a while
sophomore year
was the year when every weekend
i was intoxicated somehow
what a trip
i dunno how i got through it

things have changed
people have changed
everyone's off doin there own thing
some good
some bad
some college
some drugs
whatever it is
hope the best for them

from what i've seen
life is at a standstill right now
if u want to know why
ask me later
too much to write
i've probably talked about this
with a couple friends already
my friends are great man

no quote today
i'm over that
if i think of one while i'm posting one day
i'll use it

as for now
i'm about to pass out
goodnight
and goodluck

Monday, April 13, 2009

Seventeenth Day

couple questions
why can't that 70's show be on all day?
why am i so lazy?
why can't there be more hours in the day?
why is the office so funny?
why is food so expensive?
why does it seem like there's nothing to do in walnut anymore?
why are there no more good movies?
why are people so shady?
why are my dreams so crazy?

last night/this morning
i had a weird ass dream
i'll tell you what i remember
i guess i was a part of the FBI or something
and i was on a mission with chris tucker
and we were stationed at the playboy mansion
and we kept gettin in trouble with hef
cuz we kept shooting people in daylight
for everyone to see
but hef didn't get mad at me
cuz i barely met him
and the rooms had no doors
just curtains
and i was out on a mission for 3 days
so didn't shower/ brush my teeth
so i come back to the mansion
and forget my room number
so the receptionist gives me attitude
then i wake up

trippy i know
now i'm on pokerstars with justin and ivan
i've been playin for a couple days now
not for real money though
i'm too good for that

easter was chill
hung out with family at the park
played softball
ate some bbq food
went home early
didnt do anything
everyone was tired

check list for this spring break
clean my room- done
wash my car
make a movie
maybe go to magic mountain
see a couple movies
maybe start a research paper
call about my fucked up laptop

thats about it for now
i'll hit u with the updates later
stay up


quote of the day:
"i always said. you can't lose
what you don't put in the middle."

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Day 16

i honestly have nothing to talk about
give me a topic
and i'll write a page about it
this is just going to be
an update post
spring break finally started
too bad everyone already had there's
and mt sac doesnt get one haha
but oh well
time to chillax
that's chill and relax together

lets go over the things i remember
i remember playin dodgeball at weinberger's work
team brian
vs
the others
we did pretty well
i think i'm the mvp
but that's my opinion
that night ended with robert
nailing berger in the face
even though berger had a ball to block him
i think he started bleeding?
a dangerous sport i'm telling you

over the weeks
probably been at ricks house
last night
went to danielle's house
pretty sketchy
left soon after we got there
went to allen's
watched rick and berger play bp
then went to the donut tree
and then home

nothing going on tonight i don't think
maybe something will happen
i still want to see adventureland
but no one's down :(

i need a job
but i don't want one
i need to wash my car
but it's gonna rain
i cleaned my room at least
i found out i have carpet on the floor

but oh well
until then
stay classy...



quote of the day:
"i don't want a piece of you.
i want the whole thing."

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Fifteenth Day

ONE ANSWER

so many things running through my head
hurts to even keep my eyes open
papers after papers to do
projects coming up
i feel like its going to hit me
all at once
when that happens
don't be surprised if i've been MIA
for a couple days

ever wonder why there's not just one answer?
an answer for everything
that would make everything better?
that's why i like math
you do all this shit
but there's only one answer
and it's done
life's the complete opposite of that
you do one thing
and the consequences affect you forever
in many ways
one answer
one way
so damn hard to find that

oh well
life's an adventure right?
that's what my book says
bullshit
but yea
gotta think
i'm lucky
people have it worse
some have no rights
no chances
just living under control
i have the opportunity to do whatever i want
with limits
but still
we are all given the opportunity
to do something with ourselves
whether or not we do something about it
is a different story

spring break for me starts tomorrow afternoon
finally gives me some time
to relax
think about shit
settle shit
maybe have some fun

that's all for now
i'm off to watch some tv
and pass on...


quote of the day:
"There was a moment when I used to blame
everything and everyone. I didn't get no
answers 'cause I was asking the wrong questions.
You have to ask the right questions."

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Day 14

hello there
quick post today
we'll start off
by telling you about my morning
my face was looking a little rugged today
so i decided to get a good shave in
but it was early
and i was tired
so i reached for what i thought
was the shaving cream can
but it was actually
my bro's spray on deodorant
true story
it was pretty inconvenient

moving on
went to class
went to ricks
played BASEketball
came home
took a nap
blah blah
blah blah...

i'm supposed to be writing a paper today
but i'm too lazy
i read the story
but i'll write it tomorrow
instead i've decided to tell you
about a dream i had a couple nights ago

i guess i went on vacation?
cuz we were all at some hotel
nice hotel
only the best for me
just kidding
but yea
i guess i was being chased by someone
so i ran in and out of elevators
and up and down stairs
to get to my hotel room
so i get there
and everyone's sittin in there talking
so i go up to them
and as i was about to say something
i see myself running into the room
then everyone started talking to him
as if i wasn't there
so i just watched on
as if i was watching a movie or something
trippy stuff
the rest i don't remember

i've kind of decided i want to do
something with movies
something in the entertainment business
whether behind the scenes
or in front
it would be fun to be a director or
producer or writer or editor
of course i have very little or no skill
at these professions
you've probably seen my short clips
but it's just an idea
an actor would be cool too
to get lost in another person
and be something completely different
would be a cool experience
and doing it for comedic purposes
would be great
cuz seeing people laugh
is always fun
but i doubt you'll be seeing me
on any screens soon
it's just a thought
maybe a phase
that'll pass soon
we'll see

for now
i'm off to sleep
took some medicine to fall asleep
maybe i'll get a good 8 hours in
laterr....



quote of the day:
"Let's face it. I'm no George Clooney."

Thirteenth Day

wow haven't blogged in almost a week?
sorry for letting my fans down
just kidding
i know only a few people read this thing
the whole way through
but its good to be back on this thing
i've been kinda busy with stuff
quick recap
only the important stuff
chillin in ricks garage of course
matt's birthday bash
monsters vs. aliens with christina and joseph
it was a cool movie
had a few laughs
wanted to see it in 3D though :(
next on my list is adventure land
who's down?

this is going to be a quick but important rant
mostly cuz its 1 AM and i have school in a few hours
but i've been thinking a lot
about relationships
about the goods and bads of them
and about my past ones
i'm not really a relationship kind of guy
but does that mean i won't be in a relationship?
no
it just means i don't want to waste my time
pretending i like someone for a short while
and then get over them real quickly.
that seems to be what happens
in high school/ college relationships
i want to be able to like someone so much
that i can't be able to go a day
without thinking about them
and that i can be myself around them
and the same goes for them
relationships are all about give and take
can't be selfish within them
or else it won't work out
it's a lot of work
and if you like someone a lot
it will pay off
by just being with them

i've only had one relationship
that was longer than maybe 4 months
i know that's short
and not to be mean
but it wasn't right
just "romantic love"
and when you're all caught up
in that stuff
you feel like everything is just going great
and that there is nothing wrong
with the person you like so much
because love is blind right?
but once that feeling goes away
you see the person for how they really are
and wonder if that's what you're really into

they say it's better to date more people
to be able to find out what you really look for
in a relationship
i guess that's true in a way
because i'm young
and i'm not sure what i really want
if i want a girl just like me
quiet and reserved
or one that's completely opposite of that
not to be lame
but only time will tell

sorry to talk about this boring topic
but we've been discussing stuff like this
in my sociology class
about how companionate love
is what keeps people together
because that's the kind
where you accept the person
for who they are
and notice their faults and flaws
but accept them
and you like to be with them anyway
that's my opinion on the topic
anyone can share theirs with me
but for now i must sleep the wonderful sleep
goodnighttttt



quote of the day:
"I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry."

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Day 12

hello
i'd like to take this time out
to tell you about myself
stuff i think about
my personal opinions
if you don't care
not surprising
first off i think life is a joke
anonymity is a bitch
when you live in areas with a lot of people
no one knows who you are
cant keep track of everyone
its impossible
so it gives you the opportunity to do whatever you want
without caring about how it affects anyone else
and it gives you the chance to be whatever you want
because no one knows the real you
people are fake
try to act like the perfect dumbasses we see on tv
nothing's perfect
so we have shit telling us how to be perfect
how to look a certain way
how to act a certain way
how to be completely mindless and follow everyone else
we've been trying so hard to try and fit the norm
that we forget about how to think for ourselves
then we judge people if they want to be different
we try to create this image for ourselves
so we can be liked and looked up to by everyone else
whats the point of being fake
but enough of that

i go to college
put up with all these bullshit papers
to 'further my education'
still don't know what i want to do
but fuck it
there's a lot of shit out there
something's gotta be for me
everyone seems to be in their own little world
avoiding others cuz they think they're better or what?
then once they get out of class they light up a cig
i'll smoke occasionally
but not frequently
i do it because it relaxes me
not to fit in, or be rebellious
but because for a brief moment you feel stress free
some might say
'brian, cigarettes are bad for you. they kill you.'
that might be true
but what about the burgers you inhale daily
consisting of thousands of calories that kill you slowly
or the pollution we got in the industrialized city
also a silent killer
can barely breathe sometimes outside
besides i dont want to live past maybe 75 years old
whats the point?
you're doing everything you can just to stay alive
when it's natural just to move on

i'll drink every so often too
not every weekend
but when i just want to drink
also relieves tension
helps you relax and forget about shit
i dont like to get shit faced drunk
i think i can control myself
and not act like a complete dumbass when i'm drunk
i dunno that just might be me

i'm a shy person
i won't approach someone to try and be friends with them
i don't think i'm any better than them
i'm just too quiet to say anything
or if i do try to talk to someone
they'll just stare at you and judge you
i asked a damn question about homework
give me a simple answer
people misinterpret my quietness for being stuck up
or being a dick
i like to call these people idiots
just because i dont say much doesnt mean i'm an asshole
my friends know i'm nicer than most
get to know me before you talk shit
i can be a dick but only if you start something
i'm more patient than most
i care less about making myself happy
and more of doing shit for my friends
my friends know i'll always be there for them
making people laugh is always great
i'll do shit to get a smile outta anyone
i might make a stupid joke sometimes too
might be inappropriate too
but what funny joke is ever appropriate?

i had more to talk about
but i forgot some stuff
doesnt matter right?
most of you lost interest within the first line right?
why does everyone's attention span seem less than ten seconds
if something doesn't excite them within those ten seconds
they lose interest and want to move on to another subject
then they get lost once again
some blame it on tv right?
but i probably watch more tv than any person
not that its something to brag about
but i can still carry on a conversation
without spacing out or losing interest
ever listen to what other people are talking about?
i know its being nosy but who cares
the fact is that people talk about stupid shit
when's the last time you had a meaningful conversation
people are too busy talking about the latest gossip
who the hell cares
if it doesn't affect you
why does it matter?

that's about all i have to say for now
that's me in a nutshell
if you have opinions too
i'd like to hear
thank you for your time
but its time for me to study and pass out
peaceee....



quote of the day:
"There's room at the top I'm telling you still,
but first you must learn how to smile as you kill."

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Eleventh Day

Sorry if my blogs have been getting sloppy
been busy with some stuff
and haven't had one of those
thinking days in a while
this is going to be another quick update

last night
none other than ricks garage
started playing monopoly
damn i suck at that game
i get so unlucky
i'm bankrupt within a few turns
but i'm working on my techniques
justin ended up winning twice that night
got the name the mexican mafia
he owned a bunch of shit
and owned my land too
ended up getting home at 3:30
then had to wake up for school at 9 the next day

nothing exciting today
went to school
nothing worth talking about there
after school
met up with marcel to go donate some blood and seaman
minus the seaman
so we got there
and the lady put the needle in my arm
i swear that thing is as thick as a capri sun straw
but i continued anyway
anything to save lives
so i'm chillin there on the chair
and some girl walks in to donate as well
so she sets up to get the needle inserted
and i guess the nurse missed?
cuz a little blood squirted out
causing the girl to scream
and eventually throw up
causing the other new nurse to vomit as well
and drop bags of fresh blood on the floor
another graphic story
bottom line
i finished and got the hell out of there

after wards went back to ricks
played some dodgeball with the neighbors
kicked some ass
but thats not important

what is important is the bet of the year
as we were sitting in the garage
we decided to come up with a little wager for matt
you might know matt
goes to sac
has a blog
yes that matt
we told him that he must lose 65 pounds
by July 31st
justin told him that he would
give him $1000 if he could do that
they agreed and it starts tomorrow
so that gives him about 4 months
think he could do it?
only time will tell
you can show your opinion
in the poll on the right
it will be anonymous

i will keep you updated with his progress
but for now
i must catch up on some sleep



quote of the day:
"Why the fuck was it a choice between Muhammad and Mclovin!"

Monday, March 30, 2009

Day 10

didn't blog yesterday
was pretty upset with myself
oh well i was too tired
and needed my sleep
but i will still tell u my night

did nothing all day sunday
worked on some homework
then left at 9 to the gym
for some more 5 v 5 bball
matt and i were guarding each other
sorry i had to embarrass you with those shots matt
just kidding
but i actually made a couple
matt might have gotten some rebounds here and there
but rebounds don't win games
points do!

after that
headed to ricks to chill in the garage once again
got another game of hold em goin on
i did pretty well i think
came in third
if it was for money
that might be another story
anyways
just went home and slept

waking up at 8 is ridiculous
i don't think there are enough hours in a day
so i picked up some coffee on my way to school
oh by the way
some guy decided to cut me off while i was driving today
so i drove around him
and got in front of him
and stopped in the middle of the street
and got out
he got out as well and yelled at me
so i shot him in the neck
and said 'thanks for cutting me off'
he didn't say anything

i realize that life is somewhat boring
so if nothing exciting happens
i might make something up
i think i should be able to write about whatever i want
and not be censored for any reason
so if you feel offended
nobody cares
but i won't say if it's true or not
obviously this one isn't
but who knows for next time

so after this incident
i went to my sociology class again
today we talked about std's
fascinating right?
our teacher brought up rainbow parties
its not a gay thing
but its actually kind of gross
and somewhat colorful
no pun intended
i wont get into the graphic details of these parties
but when the teacher mentioned it
one girl got all excited
and the class looks at her differently now...

then went to math class
learned that there are 798 possible area codes
how exciting
now i'm home and have to write some papers
until then
stay classy

one last thing
19 years ago today
Matthew Abrahim was born
from the little baby in the incubator
to the beautiful man he is today
Happy Birthday, Matt.



quote of the day:
"Brick, where'd you get a hand grenade?"

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Ninth Day

Night of Terror
just kidding
not really
but we'll get to that later

woke up around 12 ish today?
had some breakfast brought to me
french toast is amazing
went back to sleep
woke up later
stayed home all day
tried to do my 2 pages for english
took a while cuz of something called a television
kept staring at me all day
finally showered and left
around 8 or 9 to ricks
thats where it began

i get to ricks
and we chill in the garage of course
we set up the table
to play a little hold 'em
i did pretty well i must say
got a 7 card straight in one game
too bad it stops at 5 though
but that's besides the point

so we started around 10
and played till about 2
when out of nowhere
a stack of about 20 cups
fell off a chair behind the car
no one was within 20 feet of the chair
everyone was sitting on a couch
it stood there all night
and i guess it decided to fall over?
with the ping pong balls falling out
the garage doors were closed
no way for a gust of wind to blow through
normally weird stuff like this doesn't bother me
but this freaked us all out
except justin who tried to explain it
couldn't come up with anything
so we got the hell outta there

now i'm home
with nothing to watch
family feud is on
name something kids flush down the toilet
number one answer?
toys

right about now i would go on a rant
but its 3 in the morning
and i'm still kinda freaked out
i'll leave with this thought
anonymity is the reason for the downfall of today's world
more about that another day



quote of the day
"the greatest trick the devil ever pulled, was convincing
the world that he didn't exist."

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Day 8

another quick post
tonight was alrightttt
wasn't as i great as i thought
had some friends over
played bp for a little
me and justin dominated 4-0
seems that everyone was too tired tonight
didnt feel like drinkin or anything
oh well it was chill

i learned that walnut is pretty sad
you say that you're gonna throw a kickback
and people who you haven't talked to in years
hit you up seeing if anything is going on
i guess nothing really happens around here
how lame

after everyone left around 12 ish i think?
damn thats early
me, justin, jordan, cupe, and omar just sat
and talked about so much shit
ivan was there too
but of course
he was sleeping in a chair
but yea
we talked about random shit
like controlling yourself in dreams
talked about stereotypes and mass media
talked about the current president
and compared him to bush
talked about sleep walking
and about some other people
we seriously talked for 3 hours
didn't realize it
until jordan looked at his phone
and saw that it was 3:30
so i packed up everything and
now i'm about to sleep
maybe tomorrow will be better
we'll just wait and see
i guess there's a that 70's show
marathon all day today
so i can watch that right now
till i fall asleep
until then
goodnight.....



quote of the day
"that's me grabbing the bull by the horns"

Friday, March 27, 2009

Seventh Day

quick post right now
nothing exciting happened today
woke up around noon ish?
then did math homework
started around 1
had to take a break around 2
to drive my bro to his friend's work
they're going to vegas for the weekend
lucky right?
i realized something a little while ago
when my bro got his id
when he was 16
and like 100 pounds skinnier
he kinda looked like me
so when he turns 21 this july
i can use his id :)

anyways
just finished my math homework around 5 ish
now i'm about to get ready
we'll see how tonight turns out
haven't drank in a couple weeks now
since marcel's party
i have the bruises to prove it

side note
today marks Jordan Loyo's 19th year being alive
Happy Birthday my good friend



i'll leave you guys with a video
i tried to post a while ago
but youtube blocked it
damn copyright rules
do they really need money for something
they made 30 years ago?
i guess when 8 million just isn't enough
they need 9 million
i'm not trying to make money off it
its part of a damn video game
greed kills man

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Day 6

really exciting day today!
nottt
well actually did more than i would
remember when i showed up late to english
that one day?
and the teacher talked shit?
well today i showed up five minutes early
anddd we all sat there
for 10 minutes
while the teacher graded papers
good timing right?
and turns out the 5 page paper i did
for english
wasn't due today
due next tuesday
how convenient
moving on...

after film class
rushed home
to try to make the 2:40 showing of I love you, man
damn traffic and road construction
and the fact that i got every red light possible
didnt make it to that showing
so chilled with the weinberger for a bit
and saw the 4:20 showing
had a little man-date with him
it was us two and two other people in the show
romantic right?
but yea
the movie was alright
not their best
had funny parts
but most of it was awkward and annoying
they tried too hard
and didn't really send a message out
to be good to your friends
sarah marshall was better
rent that shit. watch it. enjoy it. embrace it.

after that
just got some chick fil a
free sandwich thursdays
then came home to rest
i don't know if i'm going out tonight
might just wait for tomorrow


thinking time...
you may have remembered my first post
if you don't
i brought up the point of selfishness
and how everyone is selfish
and looks out for themselves
and all i said was think about others
so one might say
hey, brian.
if you do stuff for others
then you'll be a pushover
and people will walk all over you.
and i say fuck you
just kidding
but yea
just because you don't think
about yourself all the time
doesn't mean people will take advantage of you
stand up for your fucking self
draw a line
make sure people know that line
and that you wouldn't do something for someone
if they wouldn't help you out in the same way
self-confidence
self-esteem
play big parts
work on it
that is all...



quote of the day
"i see a lotta pain behind those eyes."

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Fifth Day

pretty chill day today
getting hotter
which is not cool
for march weather
damn its almost april already
oh well at least my first year of college is over
still dont know what i want to do with my life
maybe next semester i'll know?

anyways
woke up early again today
went to my sociology class
today's topic?
sex
the goods and bads of sex
pretty interesting to discuss it in class
even though we pretty much all know it
the pressure for girls to do it
and the double standards for men
oh yea and it turns out my teacher has watched porn
she says it negatively affects the relationship
shows love in the wrong way
haha pretty awkward

then went to math class
nothing special
dont really talk to anyone at school
call it being anit-social
call it being shy
i dont care
i dont really want to talk to people
its just that uncomfortable feeling
when they talk to you like they know you
and you have to pretend to laugh
at their lame jokes
oh well


joseph's blog had me thinking
about a sign i read a while ago
posted at some small business company
the guy wrote to his customers
i dont remember it all
but he said something like:

'i work hard everyday
and a portion of my paycheck goes to the government
for what? to be handed out in welfare checks to those who need them.
now i'm not against helping others. but i have one problem.
i took a drug test to get this job. to be able to provide for my family.
now dont you think it's only fair that those receiving these checks take
a drug test also? it shouldnt be right that the government is handing out
this money to those who are just going to spend it on drugs. and not find ways
to help themselves. not saying everyone on welfare does drugs, but its only fair
in my opinion.'

now i dont know if this is true
but i agree with this
i think its fair
why help someone out who doesnt help themselves?
going back to the topic of selfishness
its not selfish to give money to others
but it is selfish to take that money and waste it
think about it



quote of the day
"today, junior!"

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Day 4

ok day today
in the morning had a little bit of a rough time
woke up so tired once again
and while shaving my face
i accidentally cut my upper lip
blood everywhere
and...
turns out i didnt cut it fully through
so there was a little piece of skin hanging off
so i pulled it out
hahah
sorry for the graphic story

but moving on
got to school
had english first today
and all the other times i show up at least 5 minutes early
to english class
and the teacher always leaves to take a piss or whatever
so today i was running late
but i figured hey the teacher's always late too
but no
he was on time
and i walk into class
cuttin off the teacher's lecture
with everyone staring at me
and the teacher saying he wished he had a tazer
so he could taze late students

after that went to my next class
and then came home
had some chipotle
and started reading my story
that i had to do a thematica analysis on
sounds intense right
but its just a summary kinda


anyways
i've been thinking once again
is stupidity happiness now?
seems that everyone "dumbs" down themselves
to appeal to the next person
i guess whatever it takes to be funny right?
not trying to say i'm smart
but whats laziness going to get you?
a quick laugh now
but then what?
think about it




last quote of the day
"lunch has been canceled, due to lack of hustle."