Day 6

really exciting day today!
nottt
well actually did more than i would
remember when i showed up late to english
that one day?
and the teacher talked shit?
well today i showed up five minutes early
anddd we all sat there
for 10 minutes
while the teacher graded papers
good timing right?
and turns out the 5 page paper i did
for english
wasn't due today
due next tuesday
how convenient
moving on...

after film class
rushed home
to try to make the 2:40 showing of I love you, man
damn traffic and road construction
and the fact that i got every red light possible
didnt make it to that showing
so chilled with the weinberger for a bit
and saw the 4:20 showing
had a little man-date with him
it was us two and two other people in the show
romantic right?
but yea
the movie was alright
not their best
had funny parts
but most of it was awkward and annoying
they tried too hard
and didn't really send a message out
to be good to your friends
sarah marshall was better
rent that shit. watch it. enjoy it. embrace it.

after that
just got some chick fil a
free sandwich thursdays
then came home to rest
i don't know if i'm going out tonight
might just wait for tomorrow


thinking time...
you may have remembered my first post
if you don't
i brought up the point of selfishness
and how everyone is selfish
and looks out for themselves
and all i said was think about others
so one might say
hey, brian.
if you do stuff for others
then you'll be a pushover
and people will walk all over you.
and i say fuck you
just kidding
but yea
just because you don't think
about yourself all the time
doesn't mean people will take advantage of you
stand up for your fucking self
draw a line
make sure people know that line
and that you wouldn't do something for someone
if they wouldn't help you out in the same way
self-confidence
self-esteem
play big parts
work on it
that is all...



quote of the day
"i see a lotta pain behind those eyes."