Twenty-Seventh Day

i'm sitting here
eating my sweet tarts
watching that 70's show
and you're sitting there
reading this
thinkin about what you're going to do tomorrow
or what you're going to wear
or what you want to eat right now
and i say to you
that's life

well that's life as of right now
what's there to look forward to?
summer?
might be nice
when i lay down
and sit still
i can hear my heart beat
and feel it so vividly
feels like i'm excited for something
but i don't know what?

i wish i could just take something
a sleeping pill or something
that knocks me out
for two days
wouldn't miss much
but i could imagine waking up
two days later
feeling amazing
these past few nights i've try to sleep
but i only get 5 to 6 hours in
can't be good
some can live off that
others need more

i just finished my paper on gran torino
five damn pages on that beezy
then i did another page on stagecoach
i'm supposed to read chapters 3 and 4
of the great gatsby
i think i relate to nick in that book
quiet and reserved
over-analytical of situations/ people
mildly intelligent :)
well i'm supposed to write a page on that
but that can lick my ass
sorry for the vulgar language
i hate writing
would rather do math
its so easy
just follow the formula
it's all going to be the same

i wish i had something to talk about right now
i completely forgot
life's a trip mann
what stresses us out?
what's the point of feeling stressed?
its a neurological response
that we can't control
but learn to live with
the main issues that stress us out
money
school
work
friends
not necessarily in that order
but damn a day off would be great
just go somewhere with the friends
don't care where
don't care for how long
just drive and do whatever
get away from things
but then money would be an issue with that idea
which would still bring stress along with it

sounds negative right?
i try not to be
always down for anything
oh well
i am me

people have it worse
they have other issues to deal with
people have it a lot worse
so its stupid to complain
complain if you have a fight with your friend
or complain that you have too much homework
or complain that your parents didn't let you do something
people get over things
life goes on
don't bitch about homework
we're lucky to get this chance to do something with our lives
parents look out for you
for your best interest
not to ruin your fun
to keep you safe
live with it
enjoy it
appreciate it
move on


goodnight...