Thirty-Fifth Day

speechless
nothing to say
modesty

i can already tell this post is going to be confusing
just random thoughts going through my head
don't even know how to start

anyone happy with everything today?
no i don't mean your favorite tv show was on today
or you got a free sandwich somewhere today
i mean with everything going on around you?
the big picture
the place beyond your shelter bubble
we see all these things going on
some you don't care about
some you do
it's not important if it doesn't matter to you right?
that's our thought process nowadays
if it doesn't concern me
why should i care

lotta shit going on out there
some good
some bad
some caring
some greed

what can we do about it?
absolutely nothing
wanna know why?
we're one in a million
many millions actually
would take a lot to make a change
also wouldn't matter if you wanted to change
because no one would care enough to put in effort

then we got big brother over here watching our every move
can cover up anything with a few bucks right?
i'm not an anarchist
i'm not anti-american
i just think
i disagree with some things
and agree with others
but i'm just a kid
what do the lawmakers or congressmen care about
what a kid has to say?

didn't mean to get all political
just my thoughts for the evening
why sometimes good things happen to bad people
do good things happen because they work hard for them?
or do they sometimes just get things handed to them
believe in luck?
fate?
destiny?

now i'm getting philosophical
again i apologize
not really
because i shouldn't apologize for my opinion

it's 1 in the morning
july 8th, 2009
make a change