Fifth Day

pretty chill day today
getting hotter
which is not cool
for march weather
damn its almost april already
oh well at least my first year of college is over
still dont know what i want to do with my life
maybe next semester i'll know?

anyways
woke up early again today
went to my sociology class
today's topic?
sex
the goods and bads of sex
pretty interesting to discuss it in class
even though we pretty much all know it
the pressure for girls to do it
and the double standards for men
oh yea and it turns out my teacher has watched porn
she says it negatively affects the relationship
shows love in the wrong way
haha pretty awkward

then went to math class
nothing special
dont really talk to anyone at school
call it being anit-social
call it being shy
i dont care
i dont really want to talk to people
its just that uncomfortable feeling
when they talk to you like they know you
and you have to pretend to laugh
at their lame jokes
oh well


joseph's blog had me thinking
about a sign i read a while ago
posted at some small business company
the guy wrote to his customers
i dont remember it all
but he said something like:

'i work hard everyday
and a portion of my paycheck goes to the government
for what? to be handed out in welfare checks to those who need them.
now i'm not against helping others. but i have one problem.
i took a drug test to get this job. to be able to provide for my family.
now dont you think it's only fair that those receiving these checks take
a drug test also? it shouldnt be right that the government is handing out
this money to those who are just going to spend it on drugs. and not find ways
to help themselves. not saying everyone on welfare does drugs, but its only fair
in my opinion.'

now i dont know if this is true
but i agree with this
i think its fair
why help someone out who doesnt help themselves?
going back to the topic of selfishness
its not selfish to give money to others
but it is selfish to take that money and waste it
think about it



quote of the day
"today, junior!"