First Day

why do people posts these things?
so the world can see
what they're thinking?
when they can just talk to them?
i don't know why i decided to make one
just boredom i guess
gets the best of us right?

i guess i've just been thinking
about where i'm going with my life
don't know what i want to do when i grow up
i could careless
whatever i end up doing
i want to enjoy it
and i want to be successful at it
guess thats what everyone wants right?
but people just assume they're gonna get that
that it's just going to be handed to them
because the way i see some people
they're not going to do shit with their lives
they're sheltered and can fuck up anything
because everything can be fixed right?
all you need is a few bucks right?
why does money seem to solve everything
why does money change people
think for your fucking self
dont be fake
dont put up an act
be your fucking self
everyone is mostly corrupted
looks out for themselves
selfishness
gets the best of us
no one cares about the next person
they just care if whatever they do
is good for themselves
and that they only benefit
and then people judge
dont fucking judge
why hate someone else?
just because you are insecure with yourself

sorry for my ranting
just been thinking about this
none of this is about my friends though
my friends are what keep me going

tonight i drove through three oaks
looking at the huge houses
and i thought to myself
i'm going to be successful in life
i know it
at whatever i decide to do
and i'm going to buy one of those houses
just for my mom to live in
because she's done everything for me
and i want her to have a great life
after all the hard work she's done to give me a great life
i just want to make her proud
and try to be a good person
how many people try to be a good person?
do they think that 60 years from now
if they ask someone if they've led a good life
that the answer will be yes?
doubt it

all i'm just saying
is think
think before you do something
think about what your doing with your life
think about what i've said
seems that some people
forgot how to do that

oh well
thats all about i have to say
i dont care who reads this
i dont care what you say about this
just dont tell me
i don't know how often i'm going to post things on here
we'll just have to wait and see