Twenty-Seventh Day

i'm sitting here
eating my sweet tarts
watching that 70's show
and you're sitting there
reading this
thinkin about what you're going to do tomorrow
or what you're going to wear
or what you want to eat right now
and i say to you
that's life

well that's life as of right now
what's there to look forward to?
summer?
might be nice
when i lay down
and sit still
i can hear my heart beat
and feel it so vividly
feels like i'm excited for something
but i don't know what?

i wish i could just take something
a sleeping pill or something
that knocks me out
for two days
wouldn't miss much
but i could imagine waking up
two days later
feeling amazing
these past few nights i've try to sleep
but i only get 5 to 6 hours in
can't be good
some can live off that
others need more

i just finished my paper on gran torino
five damn pages on that beezy
then i did another page on stagecoach
i'm supposed to read chapters 3 and 4
of the great gatsby
i think i relate to nick in that book
quiet and reserved
over-analytical of situations/ people
mildly intelligent :)
well i'm supposed to write a page on that
but that can lick my ass
sorry for the vulgar language
i hate writing
would rather do math
its so easy
just follow the formula
it's all going to be the same

i wish i had something to talk about right now
i completely forgot
life's a trip mann
what stresses us out?
what's the point of feeling stressed?
its a neurological response
that we can't control
but learn to live with
the main issues that stress us out
money
school
work
friends
not necessarily in that order
but damn a day off would be great
just go somewhere with the friends
don't care where
don't care for how long
just drive and do whatever
get away from things
but then money would be an issue with that idea
which would still bring stress along with it

sounds negative right?
i try not to be
always down for anything
oh well
i am me

people have it worse
they have other issues to deal with
people have it a lot worse
so its stupid to complain
complain if you have a fight with your friend
or complain that you have too much homework
or complain that your parents didn't let you do something
people get over things
life goes on
don't bitch about homework
we're lucky to get this chance to do something with our lives
parents look out for you
for your best interest
not to ruin your fun
to keep you safe
live with it
enjoy it
appreciate it
move on


goodnight...

Day 26

been home alll day
don't think i went outside today
pretty sad no?
well my day started at 3 ish
so that's gotta count for something

i just finished watching gran torino
it was a good ass movie
with a message laid out for you
and if u don't see it
no offense but you're stupid
now i have to write a paper on it
between 4 and 12 pages
random right?

have the new tv shows and movies
just gotten more shitty?
or have we grown up
and not think that the same shit is funny anymore
are we over the same lame jokes and techniques?
or is someone gettin hit in the balls still funny?
i dunno
i watch a lot of tv and many movies
and things get old
new comedies aren't as funny
i'm starting to like the movies that are serious
but give subtle jokes
in maybe a sarcastic way
i dunno that's just me

another pointless blog
who reads this thing? haha
i can't wait till like 20 years down the line
if i can still look back and read this
sometimes i wonder what i was thinkin
when i did something 5 years ago
sometimes 5 weeks ago
that's just me
i think about things way too much
ask anyone who really knows me
i can talk about random things for days
topics that matter of course
topics that no one cares to think of

well i'm off to maybe sleep some
class tomorrow then who knows what
stay classy...

Twenty-Fifth Day

captain's log
i am tired
and have a mild headache
wanna know why?

last night
we get to ricks
night started off with just us
sitting around
waiting for rick and matt to get back
with the cups
then beer pong gets set up and some play
while me jordan and justin and weinbeezy do a boot
the boot is ridiculous
not a good idea
and also not a good idea to take a shot before doing it
then i play bp with my mexican partner justin
and then take another boot
and in the meantime
take shots in between time
i was feeling pretty good
but the night went on
and i had to relaese some of the alcohol
and yeaa
don't remember much
cherry took me home
dropped me off in my yard
thanks cherry!!

it was a good night though
haha we had a lotta laughs
loyo's talk about gambit haha
and his rhyme that doesn't work
as today progresses
i'm recapping more and more

woke up today around 2 or 3?
watched some tv
i realized that nothing good is on tv anymore
i watched the new episode of icarly though :)
decided to give the disney channel a chance
because seriously nothing was on
found out wizards of waverly place are actual magical wizards
tell me tell me tell me something i don't know

it is 6 oclock now
and i've done nothing allll day haha
i'm about to watch gran torino
to write a paper about it for my film class
thenn sleep some more wonderful sleep
pointless blog i know
i might think of something later tonight
until then...
stay up



quote of the day:
"damn you. you give him the easy ones!"